December 2011
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November 2011
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How To Make It In Philadelphia
Develop An Addiction Or Two: Whether you smoke yourself into a cancerous state, depend on pills, weed or alcohol to get you through the day or a party; be sure to consume these toxins habitually. This will help you fit in and dull your senses when having to deal with real human interaction. Better yet, try to mix pills and alcohol; this will make you and the people around you more interesting.
Eat...
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Why Your Mid Twenties Aren’t As Easy As They Look
The fantasy is over. Someone is not going to pick you up off your face if you fall financially. There is no cute little credit card with your parent’s last name cleanly listed above yours. You are not Carrie Bradshaw, pretending to survive off the miniscule salary of a columnist, purchasing thousand dollar pumps every time you get dumped. And there’s certainly no gas card; you have to pay the...
August 2011
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Fondle My Trigger, Blame My Gun
The slightest coercion towards destruction I mean a sliver that’s all I need to come sucking up vapors of instigation watch me. Say it isn’t so I will drag my weight across the blunt of every presented nail without wincing at the pain. Just to say “So” deadening pride because mine is far too dense to swallow. It’s only become easier to blink away realities rather than catch...
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“Love is a deception and a trap. Love is as big a myth that God sits with his...”
– | Al Goldstein |
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Cake
My inability to understand the workings of your mind is not a fault. Simply the way things are. I’ve rustled the coals of an exceedingly extinguished flame only to accept a slow burn. So I accept I will probably watch you bottom out into recession. An increasingly menacing self-destruction Your tissue soaking in leaching toxins from our jungle. I’ll not lay there on the floor with you....
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“All deception in the course of life is indeed nothing else but a lie reduced to...”
– | Robert Southey |
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Deadwood
Oh hell now is that time to accept the grain of defeat it bullies its way to the surface of my naiveness. You can only hurry yourself arms flayed raised exposing the rib towards a wreck. Allowing vulnerability to waft beneath your own protective cage. Innards they no longer burst I burst. Because you can suck the sap of a tree so long as it has not been tapped and all signs they point to nutrients...
June 2011
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Room Service
From beneath misleading conservative clothing the full-bodied lace suit I chose for this summit tugs at the edges of either side of my pubic bone it burns along my skin competing with the length of my back arching as I do. I approach the end of an alluring hallway each of my heels dig into the flashiness of four starred carpet I feel I am sultry. And I can hear the din of early...
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“Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it’s a way of looking at life...”
– | Dr. Seuss |
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I Could Not
Excitedly embracing one another you pull in each piece of me for a deeper squeeze gripping at the smallest portion of my torso
Oh I have no words as I do the same to you. Forgetting our audience I could not shield my smile my concern for you exuding from the deepest part of my essence. I could no longer pretend that I do not care or stop my core from drawing into yours. You softly...
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“Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind...”
– | Francois de La Rochefoucauld |
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The Bones Know
I don’t want to love you and up until a few days ago I thought for sure that I did not. But the way you let your weight collapse into mine
within that elevator
desperately sucking at my scent from the deepest sanctuaries of my neck
I knew we had slipped beyond something playful.
It was apparent that you had been yearning for this embrace for some time now
and were no longer as good...
May 2011
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Find A Way
It’s been less than a week since the syrup of your sweat clung to the undersides of my ruby polished nails. That deep musk catching in the back of my throat loosening me at the hip. I’ve since washed the sheets your baubles scattered in the clandestine corners of my room. And my cheeks yearn to catch that crook that roughness that runs along your jaw line and down the folds of your neck. I...
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“Lust’s passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes.”
– | Marquis de Sade |
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Three Days
When the ache to yearn becomes only a slight bland version of itself The only illustration of action is that of a faint sigh. I am not revved up and it’s always the ones incapable of that thrust here in place of those who are
sigh. By detaching setting the care the desire aside I’ve lowered expectations of excitement. Ready but not simply a lady in waiting. And isn’t it that absence...
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“My soul knows my meat is doing bad things, and is embarrassed. But my meat just...”
– | Kurt Vonnegut |
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The Proposal
It’s not about what you can show me but rather what I’ll help you escape. I got you. And there’s no judgment for the moves you’ve made I would have indulged in the very same passions. But aren’t we? Two in the same on a single wavelength.
A contractual- free infatuation of sorts
an understanding.
Partners in the business of emancipation and adventure. Our terms already mapped no...
April 2011
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DNR
Draw in where the air holds the dust particles in slow progression before your very gape. Everyone burdens. Acknowledge the lax heap of me eyes to the sky too lethargic to seal. Imagine the force of current pulling me from some generic edge rocking my body from destiny to finality. The consequence of decision uncertainty or is it the inability to decide? What should have...
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“Burnout is nature’s way of telling you, you’ve been going through the...”
– | Sam Keen |
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Too much to run with.
Like the precursor to some early morning massacre foreshadowing. The horizon harbors everything we blind ourselves from but it has been set for some time the sun. Objects are closer than they appear learning to accept that with growth always always discomfort. What I require is often disappointing for others to endure
although I may be wrong.
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“The soul is a very perfect judge of her own motions, if your mind doesn’t...”
– | Alan Sandals |
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Isle
Maybe it’s just that I’ve had my fun and it’s time now to endure what I’ve put you through. How does erratic behavior become so cyclic? It’s overwhelming how often the possibility of you enters my mind and I wait with unease if I don’t do something I don’t think fate will. Bartering one prospect for another where is that space where I grasp “it all.” Meet me in some new place
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March 2011
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Mayday
I don’t fault you not everyone has the wit to recognize a rarity but that is not the topic I’d like to disturb. As I am I am exactly in place delighted with the glimpse I’ve had of my own design. And even a sequence of unfortunate events pricking at me with the perversions of pain feels delicious. In the vein of examining a needle enter the flesh of my arm I am aroused. Imprinted with...
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“People disparage knowing and the intellectual life, and urge doing. I am content...”
– | Ralph Waldo Emerson |